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I heard from someone that Karla had died. Which was shocking because, Karla? Which is dumb because of course, Karla, or anyone else for that matter. We all die. But the thing about Karla was her youthfulness. She was a force, a verb, and frankly, a bit out of control. It took me a few moments to process that she was dead. She and Ted, they loved to party. The night Karla died, Ted kept bumping up against Marianne. She’d slapped him away a couple of times, but Ted never took such things seriously. Besides, Karla was flirting wildly with my husband. Those long legs of hers and that hair. You had to look at her. She was laughing and laughing at everything my husband said. He’s funny, but he’s not that funny. She’d put her huge mane into a ponytail at the very tip top of her head and strands fell over her forehead and into her eyes. It was a crazy look, but Karla could pull it off. I busied myself refilling carrots into the little bowls I’d set around the yard. Tina and Frank were dancing, and I felt a tiny bit hurt that Tina was a better dancer than me. I hoped she’d go home soon, didn’t she have a newborn to feed or something, and then I could dance with Frank myself. Frank was skinny and funny looking, but he had charm like nobody’s business. And besides, my husband was busy making jokes for Karla, and Karla’s husband was busy with Marianne. Anyway, that was the whole party, everybody left and then I heard that Karla had died. My husband told me later that she’d broken a leg chasing Ted, mad about Marianne. And that was that, the end of Karla. My husband got bought the following year and at parties I throw now with my new husband, nobody gets terribly wild, which is a shame, but so far, we’re all still alive.

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Passed from pillar to post. One look from those watery blue eyes and no man in our extended family could bear to disown her. Inevitably she was delivered to our doorstep by a fretful uncle whose stables she had burned; an accident, different from the one she described. The likely truth: A mid-coital kick, upsetting the lamp during a hay romp with one of the grooms. His smouldering body was carried out a day after. He was a servant, but loved, raised almost as a son. The uncle saw through her play of remorse. Still, what to do with her?

His decision: A few years deep under the roof of his brother, who was away fighting in a war and so would not be troubled by her presence. Down in the scullery to make amends, among the cinders of the bridges she had burned; just to remain in the legacy; to forestall being cast out into the streets where the effort of batting her eyelashes and opening her legs for a few coins would have been too great a burden.

“Watch that one,” wheezed Jánka, not my sister, as was so often assumed, but a distant cousin, her face marked for death by a plague that overreached and was extinguished before it could claim her.

Me, with my one eye and the scars of old burns down one side of my body, knew the girl all too well, and recalled how she laughed gleefully as I shrieked in the puddle of boiling water. Another accident.

A creature like that is never humbled. Within days she had befriended a neighbour; an elderly woman of means, with no children to call her own and no immunity to the deceptions of young girls. She lavished on her dresses and finery.

That evening at the ball, I watched her carefully stage her exit. I could have done no such thing. To leave a man wanting more, he must you first want you. No man will ever want me. When I forced my foot into that glass slipper until it fractured and was hastily removed before it could shatter, I longed for what I could not have: To reach up from the gutter, as she did, and effortlessly bring down the stars.

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